(Can You Feel My Heart -- Bring Me the Horizon)

Thursday, December 26, 2013

Deletion and life.

Accidentally deleted some of my posts.
All I've eaten today is chocolate and I don't feel shitty about it.
I've been eating bad enough that I can still lose from eating this.

My grandma is still here.
I hate myself for not loving my family the way I should.

I want to go back to college. My life at college is so much better than my life here.
I want a cigarette. I can't smoke here. Ugh.

I miss everyone at school. Oh God, I didn't think college would be like this.
Only seventeen more days here.
Seventeen days to drop some weight.

I really want my period to get here. God. I'm nervous.
I need to calm down.

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