Accidentally deleted some of my posts.
All I've eaten today is chocolate and I don't feel shitty about it.
I've been eating bad enough that I can still lose from eating this.
My grandma is still here.
I hate myself for not loving my family the way I should.
I want to go back to college. My life at college is so much better than my life here.
I want a cigarette. I can't smoke here. Ugh.
I miss everyone at school. Oh God, I didn't think college would be like this.
Only seventeen more days here.
Seventeen days to drop some weight.
I really want my period to get here. God. I'm nervous.
I need to calm down.