(Can You Feel My Heart -- Bring Me the Horizon)

Tuesday, October 25, 2011

Footballs and flutes.

Quick post, because I just want to!
I have to leave in... either 7 or 8 minutes, depending on what clock I look at...
6 when I look at my phone.
That's cool? WTF.
Anyways, I'm going to a football game.
I have to go, otherwise I definitely wouldn't... I could be sleeping or something, but it's getting me lettering points for band.
I've been waiting for my mom to get home from dropping off my brother at basketball for, like, a long time, because I want to ask her if she has a long-sleeve shirt I can borrow because I don't have any... and I need layers. :/
Also, I can't decide if I badly want our team to win or lose...
Like, I want them to win, 'cause it's totally shweet that they've gotten this far, but these games take up my frickin' time.
And make me have to suffer in the fricking RAINY COLD.
Know how hard it is to play a flute in MN weather?
If you don't, consider yourself lucky.
If you do, YOU KNOW MY PAIN.

Um, I'm doing really bad as usually with... everything, or whatever.
My last three attempts at fasting have been bad.
Lately I've just been going to bed hoping not to gain, which has a 50/50 chance most of the time.
Actually, I have plenty, I JUST NEED SOME FUCKING HELP.
Or some goddamn ductape.
Um, yeah.
Going to go shove some other layers on I guess.

Laterz, loveliez.


  1. Uhhh you and me both with motivation. I finally got to catch up on blogs after like 4 days. Fucking school you know? Hehe your in the band hehe I always wanted to play the flute but mi madre made me play piano and now Im a art jock druggie non academic geek? ahhh idk. Try not to freeze to death! luckily for me its 75 right now. Illinois is bipolar.

  2. Ha - fasting, whenever I get the chance to not eat, I end up eating something. So, I just do under 100 calories a day instead!

    I hope the football game wasn't too shitty!

    I know how you feel about the weather.. I live in England, don't I?!! :'(

    Goodd luckkk with things xx