(Can You Feel My Heart -- Bring Me the Horizon)

Thursday, July 7, 2011

Headaches and centipedes.

My house is total bug central.
I HATE bugs, with an inferno-esque passion.
I just had to throw a centi- or milli- or whatever- pede in the toilet.
I can't just squash them and throw them in the trash, because they might still be alive and get out...
Is that weird?

I've got a headache.
And I'm tired.
I'm, like, always tired...
I used to be able to stay up until 3am easy, now I'm sleepy by 12-ish.
I don't like it.
Doesn't help that I'm always just bored at night... UGH.

I'm texting and I'm not in the mood for texting.
I'm never in the mood for texting.

I'm stuck in my version of depression, which isn't actually depression because I'm not depressed.
I prefer my neutral phases -which are rare-, or my slightly more hyper ones.
I was actually contemplating finding an excuse to not go to Warped this year.
I'm just mega-tweaking about it.
Mostly because somebody I don't know is going to be in the car and we might be dropping off Deli somewhere else on the way home so then I'm alone in the car with her boyfriend and his friend -the one I don't know.
It'll be awkward, or I'll think it is; small talk is not my forte.
I don't know how to spell forte, so I just did whatever.
Points for sounding it out?

Oh, here's a list of all the bands at Warped '11.
I'm not actually excited for most of them, since I don't listen to/like most of them.
But I just love Warped or something, or I love being a poser...
I don't know, I don't think I'm a poser.
I just want to see Go Radio, D.R.U.G.S (Destroy Rebuild Until God ....something that starts with an 's' that I forgot), maybe ADTR and Hellogoodbye.
For a lineup of 50+, you'd think I'd have more of a variety I'd be interested in.
Lots of them are skipping MN though, so yeah. :/
Paramore, 3OH!3, Falling In Reverse... :(

Ohmygod, I hate writing long things.
Oh, and, quick poll which will not really be a poll because I'm far too lazy to actually make a poll thing...
Those that are following Camille more than likely have been on her page and seen that little owl guy, and those aren't following and haven't seen it should go, like, now... -She's super shweet and cosmic and made this chat thing that's rad. ^^
Yeah, I'm thinking of a name for him so I can pretend he's my little stuffed animal guy and cuddle him -through the computer screen. :D
I don't care if he's already been named, because I'm doing it again. >:P
I'm horrible with names, but I've thought of Charlie and Cleo. :3
I feel like a creep right now, go me.
RAEWR. Self esteem suuuccckkkssss.



  1. Bugs aren't nice, I don't blame you for flushing them down the toilet.
    I'm sure once you're at the Warped tour you'll have a great time. Small talk isn't my forté either (yes I googled that word to see if it was spelt right) :P

    That owl on Camille's blog is uber cute, I want a pink owl like that but I generally don't like owls but I'm sure pink cute ones are different. *nods* Oh and I think it would suit the name Cleo. I wonder if it's a girl or boy owl...I'm guessing it would be a girl but it may just be a boy owl that likes pink.
    Now would be a great time to shut up, lol.

    It's not far off 6am and I haven't slept yet, wanna trade?

    Okay this is a longer comment than I intended.
    Goodnight my dear. <3

  2. Haha, dude, bugs are the worst.
    I hate them, too.
    I always make someone else kill them. :P
    Ah, Warped Tour.
    I like most of those bands.
    I would never go to the actual event, though.
    Too many freakin' people.
    I am not name creative, lol.
    I will get back to you on this one.
    I hope you are doing well!
    Stay positive, stay beautiful! <3

  3. I wanna see Asking Alexandria, A Day To Remember, d.r.u.g.s, every avenue, enter shakari, FF5, tons more :D