Help?

I'm freaking out right now.
I want something to eat, so badly, but I'm supposed to be fasting.
I just want something, anything. :/
I shouldn't be like this right now, I wish I could just go get something...
But I don't want to feel guilty later.
...I hate that feeling after, it's painful.
I think I'm going to get something...
FUCKFUCKFUCKFUCKFUCK.


All right, I feel loads better now.
I had an apple, that's all. I still broke my starting-over-fast fourteen hours in, but it was only an apple... and I walked around the island in our kitchen while I ate it.
Now I'm just going to drink water and maybe work on homework... or do a bit of writing.
Whichever comes first.

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BTW: I want a new name for this, because what I picked when I first got it sounds... stupid?
Doubt anyone actually will but, comment with ideas or anything? Thanks.. :)