School's out for summer. :)
And I've almost pulled an all-nighter...
Whoa, just realized that.
Anyways, I'm really fucking anxious/nervous!
I have Behind the Wheel.
I don't want to go, I don't want to go, I. DON'T. WAN'T. TO. GO.
This must sound totally nutters.
Why don't I want to go?
I DON'T LIKE MEETING NEW PEOPLE BY MYSELF.
I'M SELF CONSCIOUS ABOUT EVERYTHING -that includes driving.
He's going to think I'm dumb.
It's going to be really awkward, and I get talkative or silent in awkward situations.
If I'm silent too long, I feel like I can't even talk.
I CAN'T GO.
God, it doesn't even feel like summer.
I hate this. I really do.
I don't even know anymore.
I have to be at my school in 12 hours and 40 minutes...
SHIT. I should've gone to sleep forever ago.
FUCK FUCK FUCK FUCK FUCK FUCK FUCK FUCK.