Thanksgiving has fucked me up more than I thought, I think...
Will power is gone, motivation is nonexistant.
I have to pee... again. God, fuck thiissss.
So much water I've drank... If it helps, then that's awesome. If not, this is so stupid...
Um, I went back to school today. I also am officially signed up to help with the winter play.
Whoa, I'm actually participating in something. Shoockkkkeerrrr.
DAY THIRTY: Do you have rewards for reaching goal weight? What are they?
No, reaching the goal should be enough of a reward for me. Well, sometimes I'll tell myself I can't go shopping unless I'm xxxlbs or something, but I think of that more as a "punishment" for being such a lousy fuck.
DAY THIRTY-ONE: What are your favorite healthy snacks?
Well, I'm more of a junk food person, but I like pretty much all fruits and vegetables... Strawberries might be my favorite though, I guess..?
DAY THIRTY-TWO: What is your weakness/one food you can't say no to?
Uh... I can't really think of anything? Because I know I CAN say no to anything and everything, it's all just a matter of how much will power I have that day. I'm failing at saying no to S'mores Poptarts at school lately though.
I'm going to watch a new movie on YouTube I heard about.
Laterz, loveliez.
Yeah, Thanksgiving is notorious for doing that.
ReplyDeleteBut you will get your motivation back!
You can do this!!!
Hope things are going okay for you love.
Stay positive, stay beautiful! <3
Thanksgiving fucked me over too. Jessie you'll totally love helping with the play. I did That last year and I loved it so much! I met so many new friends. Take care and enjoy Your movie :)
ReplyDeleteOh the lack of motivation can be shitty, we all go through it. The motivation will come back, you just have to have to find it. x
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