(Can You Feel My Heart -- Bring Me the Horizon)

Thursday, November 3, 2011

Tests and sleeping [and Day Seven].

All I've wanted to do this week is sleep.

DAY SEVEN: Do your friends and family know you are trying to lose weight?
No. I am totally embarrassed about what I'm doing, not the "unhealthy way" that I'm doing it exactly -which would have to be a secret no matter what- but the fact that I have to lose weight at all. I'm always afraid that if I call myself fat or say I have to lose weight, everybody will only feel obligated to deny my own accusations, or else they won't deny it at all and it'll be one of those "That awkward moment when a fat girl calls herself fat" times.

Tomorrow is the start of the second week.
WEEK TWO: Weekly Challenge - Get organized! This week try to plan tomorrow's meals the night before.
Very difficult living with parents and rarely cooking my own dinners and stuff, but I'll try anyways.

Laterz, loveliez.


  1. I know what you mean, and when you are around your parents or friends and they won't agree that you should lose weight and they all do the awkward 'noooo, you look great! as long as you're healthy." blardy bullshit blah! I love your header btw, I find myself saying it to myself sometimes. Haters be hating!

  2. If you want to be able to cook your own meals, go veggie! That's what I did ;D xx