I'm horrible, disgusting, grotesque, FAT.
I don't want to exist.
I gained something like five pounds in five days last week, and I'm not loosing it.
I told myself I can't weigh properly until Saturday, but now I really want to know the real number.
I can't. I fucking can't.
I'm crabby and pissed, I don't want to go to school.
I don't want to come home after.
I wish it was Saturday.
I hate myself, and I hate coming on here and BITCHING about insignificant things.
I have to loose almost fifteen pounds in a month.